ENDLESS ENIGMA OF CHRISTIE APHRODITE:
lyrics to
Emerson, Lake and Palmer - The Endless Enigma (Complete)
"I've seen paupers as kings
Puppets on strings
Dance for the children who stare
You must've seen them everywhere"
Update 2-17-21 Near the end of that video, that I had NOT really wanted to look at, until now, she just happened to manage to pull the "heart strings" of a Calico cat that looks almost identical to my since deceased cat named Checkers who was most likely euthanized in 1986 because the wicked stepmother of that household didn't want the yippy chiwuahwa getting mauled.
BIG BITTERSWEET REQUIEM OF ALL ATTACHMENT, TRIBUTE, MIA CULPA, LOVE LETTER & to some degree A hate letter to solar return (somewhat astrotwin sister). Mostly this blog post is to describe conflicted feelings about someone.
I have mostly a platonic crush not really a romantic crush. I couldn't imagine getting along with her in the same household. I really don't have a romantic crush. The purpose of this blogp ost is to express conflicted strong feelings.
SHE WAS BORN a Year after me on the day when a traumatized child toddler me was gifted a Teddy Bear
https://astrologyobservations.blogspot.com/2020/11/mirror-mirror.html
She gets this BAHAI concept BETTER than MOST all #fakeBahais I grew up around : " It is certain that in this wonderful new age the development of medical science will lead to the doctors’ healing their patients with foods. For the sense of sight, the sense of hearing, of taste, of smell, of touch—all these are discriminative faculties, their purpose being to separate the beneficial from whatever causeth harm. Now, is it possible that man’s sense of smell, the sense that differentiates odours, should find some odour repugnant, and that odour be beneficial to the human body? Absurd! Impossible! In the same way, could the human body, through the faculty of sight—the differentiator among things visible—benefit from gazing upon a revolting mass of excrement? Never! Again, if the sense of taste, likewise a faculty that selecteth and rejecteth, be offended by something, that thing is certainly not beneficial; and if, at the outset, it may yield some advantage, in the long run its harmfulness will be established.
SHE'LL ALWAYS HAVE PLACE IN MY HEART AS A SACRED CLOWN SACRED FOR MY SHADOW WORK!https://mindtrickmemos.blogspot.com/2017/09/san-diego-and-akka-reflections-on.html
SHE'LL ALWAYS HAVE PLACE IN MY HEART AS SACRED CLOWN SACRED FOR MY SHADOW WORK!https://mindtrickmemos.blogspot.com/2017/09/san-diego-and-akka-reflections-on.html
re: "Got Priv" Video by Christie Aphrodite, And the Guardian "just froze". Casting THE PRICELESS PEARL AT SWINE the Misunderstandings with Christie Aphrodite updated 12:00 PM 4TH OF February 2021
Painful Struggle MUSIC
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMM78bVXrOs
MORE EDITS T.B.A. (THIS IS A DIFFICULT ENTRY)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZudHYTya-dQ
The Velvet Underground & Nico "I'll Be Your Mirror" (Warhol film footage)
Reflect what you are, in case you don't know
I'll be the wind, the rain and the sunset
The light on your door to show that you're home
When you think the night has seen your mind
That inside you're twisted and unkind
Let me stand to show that you are blind
Please put down your hands
'Cause I see you
I find it hard to believe you don't know
The beauty that you are
But if you don't let me be your eyes
A hand in your darkness, so you won't be afraid
When you think the night has seen your mind
That inside you're twisted and unkind
Let me stand to show that you are blind
Please put down your hands
'Cause I see you
I'll be your mirror
Its difficult, but a very necessary challenge because this Nutty old chick is such a brilliant emotional roller coaster to me.
Christie & Russ Tucson Arizona 02-22-07 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MkJjUa7bp-4&t=0s San Diego Minute Woman nutty Sanctimonious Uber Karen & her bloated pride is so beautifully off the charts. "I can actually see the [Mexican Border] from my house" LOL just like Sara Palin can see Russia from her house in Alaska!
I love her for flaws, the righteous indignation, the comedy and tragedy alike.
She really goes through an enormously comprehensive full spectrum of various drama in relentless restless persistent videos to really inspire me
to reflect.
Christie Aphrodite is my Soul Sister in Merry good Pranks & Soul Sister in Crime. She is a Quintessential sacred clown woman who is a Quintessential component to my shadow work. That is to say, her prattling helps me owning up and healing some of my difficult Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder issues).
She went on and on in that last video she made about saying : "admit: you have a crush and you're jealous because you can't hold a job and no one will fuck you" her famous last words were "you want to use me for your gratification. I am not your punching bag"
And truth be told NO no, Christie Aphrodite is not the object of my jealousy or resentment, rather some of her diverse drama queen /Prima donna/ Cinderella madness comedy and tragedy videos are what brilliantly takes the edge of jealousy out of my soul. I incited that last grand finality video to incite her wrath to hear her go off on a combative rant.
Her comic relief "takes the piss" out of some other people from my past I was relentless brainwashed to resent with a fucking passion from a very early age.
If Christie only knew the Stark MAD obscene contrast of how shitty I was treated by my family relative to how some peers and others were treated and respected at the exclusion of me deliberately by my own parents, IF SHE knew some of the more financially privileged and favored cousins, peers, and favored step siblings.
If only Christie knew the kind of relentless real abandonment anxiety alarms and triggers that go off in fight, flight, fawn or fornicate mode, maybe she'd see her clown antics and goofiness from my perspective as respectable relief taking the edge off of the obscene stark condescending injustices I experienced growing up, and know damn well I'm really not jealous of her at all.
This lady is such a mad prattling goofy clown and a comedian to me and I love her for that reason alone, but there are fundamental non-negotiable unequivocal flaws I despise with intense prejudice.
However even that disgust and discovery of flaws is a form OF relief and eradication of jealousy and resentment, because by observing her sometimes I perceive how I possibly might be flawed just like her.
Hopefully she can see the part of me that politely prefaces the truth of both my perspective and her perspective as truly unknown from the other ends of communication. And that I really do not judge.
And those flaws of her's that I take issue with is primarily being some weird inability to raise her daughters with their fathers with such rough weird god-only knows disruptive cruelty that was done to them because mom and dad were estranged.
Its not rocket science to conclude That the whole minutemen movement vigilante group of "patriot" & "faketriots" / fiasco shit that went down was a recipe for disaster. Yet she was zealously involved in it with 15 to 10 years ago obviously with strange bedfellows by design. WHY? should this be obvious? Everyone with half a brain knows that cheap Migrant Mexican farm labor into the USA especially (from both legals and some illegals) have always been financial double edge sword when talking about the immigration issues. There's pressure that they keep flowing in. So by design the vigilante nature of the modern minutemen bullshit from the 2000's designed to run up against a brick wall and fail. YET her audience is expected to believe good little innocent Christie had no complicity whatsoever?
But that fiasco of the minutemen wasn't quite a complete fiasco, because good old Christie did zealously rightfully proclaim these Mexican immigrants were smuggling and encouraging teen prostitution in an outdoor whorehouse from Drug Cartels, where such human trafficking was done where they were most likely forced or extremely coerced into slavery as whores for teh drug cartels. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kOzefdaYWDU
see "Juarez missing women" https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=+%22Juarez+missing+women%22+&pbjreload=102 & various Mexican Drug Cartel gangster documentaries all over the internet to see what I mean.
All the complexities and constant relentless self reflecting brutal honesty that the tall bright eyed funny lanky comedian, the primadonna old High School MVP Softball Pitcher, the overbearing mean NIMBY "UBER Karen!, that beautiful dorky goofy chick prattles on and on on and on about is PRICELESS therapeutical entertainment to me
Its a mad Sun Virgo thing with some serious Mutable planets (especially in Jupiter & Neptune Sagittarius & Saturn in Gemini too) of the 1971 & 1972 people. I don't know how anyone else without those mad placements could possibly understand.
"When the truth is found to be lies. Don't you want somebody to love? "
When the truth of how "the deplorables" & "the plebians" those detested by snobs as the "lower classes" fumbling and stumbling in bumkin' halfwit anguish find Lies "Don't you want somebody to love?
Karma, choices, intentions...could there be more to it? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsqxFyR9d1g
Painful Struggle
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMM78bVXrOs
Trying to explain the Orchestra of some of her rants in her mind to me:
"Painful Struggle" By The Advancement"
She can sometimes be a psychedelic Queen right on stage with Grace Slick in 1965 and That music played while she goes off on a beautiful rant kind of really strikes a nerve in my heart.
Listen to to this video with that "Painful Advancement" to get a sense for th woman's great big beautiful heart:
"His Holiness Baha’u’llah has greatly strengthened the cause of women, and the rights and privileges of women is one of the greatest principles of Abdu’l-Baha. Rest ye assured! Ere long the days shall come when the men addressing the women, shall say: ‘Blessed are ye! Blessed are ye! Verily ye are worthy of every gift. Verily ye deserve to adorn your heads with the crown of everlasting glory, because in sciences and arts, in virtues and perfections ye shall become equal to man, and as regards tenderness of heart and the abundance of mercy and sympathy ye are superior’." – Paris Talks, pp. 184–185.
IN my mind she is a mad Drama Queen who dramatizes the complete gamut of emotional roller coasters that go on in my head with the same momentum, but not quite as severely out of my mouth and voice, of some kind OF crucial self reflection from within to exorcise some women of my past who were abusive that I was wrongfully trained to perceive as the most conceited ridiculously over privileged snobby stuck up evil cunts imaginable. Christie puts out enough extreme amount of video content to observe myself perceiving all those triggers of why I have emotions of adoration, love, hate, despise, fear, and absolutely laugh & laugh, and wish for the best, with the most booming laughter ever in total irony.
At least In my reflecting introspective triggered mind, and quite possibly many others she is a treasure trove of multiple personalies: She will go from "Bobby Dooley" https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=bobbie+dooley to "Carol Burnett" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5AGaSl0TdXM to Robert Crumb's Sasquatch women
, to Lady Galadreal https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=lady+galadriel, to Nellie Olson https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=Nellie+Oleson , To sheena Queen of the Jungle https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NbACcu_DFwU , to Aileen Wuornos (given that she once accused me of saying Elliot Roger was my hero that's not true) , to Princess Diana, to Super Barbie Doll Cheer Leader, to my mother's clasmate "Too Tall Toledo", to Alice in Wonderland, back to super barbie doll cheer leader batting her green blue eyes and rolling her smirking grinning face, to the utmost soft spoken Fairy Godmother, to Cinderella, to snivelling weeping pitiful little scared girl in dire need of sympathy and suport, TO damsel in distress at the grip of tyrannical King Kong or giant beet red Efreeti on the cover of AD&D 1st Editions Original Dungeon Master's Guide,
, to haggard old miserable chain smoking crone, to Nurse Ratchet, to some benevolent Baby Sitter from my past as a child, oh and OF course how could I possibly forget? Sara Conner (Linda Hamilton) From the Terminator Movies, and the television show BIONIC WOMAN FROM THE 1970'S
and back again to all of those characters and caricatures again and again, and many more including Snow White and and her band of dwarf followers, (oh and of course Martha Stewart home Eco home maker) and countless others I'd just as soon throw in their, "Attack of the 50' woman", malovent and benevolent, all too numerous to recall all at once and record completely many more that I haven't mentioned.
Oh why not throw in "Slymenstra Hymen" from the Punk Rock band GWAR who is there for readers to go discover on their own? I'm sure she could be her if given that costume and enough money.
Jane Curtin (Sun Virgo woman) from SNL comedy kind of reminds me of her too : https://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Curtin,_Jane
SATURDAY NIGHT LIVE - SCREEN TEST - JANE CURTIN
I find myself raging in contempt at all the impressions of stereotypes and archetypes of the super "femme fatale" snobby bitch she can be, especially in old videos where she's the Sandiego uber karen mom, boasting about being a trophy wife to gangsters she's been with, and elsewhere in my head, Yet her goofy mad booming laughter is so beautifully possessed with exactly what Alan Watts Carl Jung describes as "irreducible rascality" brilliantly dispelling that impression. That contrast roller coaster is a charismatic enticement like no other to me because its so classicly crass and hilarious.
Whatever it is that creates such a glamour of diverse characters in my mind (and many other people she has pissed off over the years), Whatever that undoubtably restlessly iron fisted extremely powerful serendipity is, with such multiple personalities (from my perception and many others), I have to say there is someone reminiscent of that ability with our same solar return (hers and mind about 21 through 24 degrees Virgo) brought to my attention by Robert Phoenix as a case for Neptune in the 9th House (near the "midheaven") by the name of Korla Pandit https://newrepublic.com/article/122797/how-black-man-missouri-transformed-indian-liberace
The feelings I have towards her and the fixated fascination are not a simple matter of a fetish, crush, nor jealousy, nor entirely mother issues, but goes back deeply desire-ing to give and take respect, to not just her and myself, but to a lot of primal memories of when I was born and a year after to the day when she was born:
I don't know what kind of horrible abandonment she experienced, but her antics mirror a lot of my own thought patterns.
https://astrologyobservations.blogspot.com/2020/11/mirror-mirror.html
Its important to me I describe all these conflicted feelings. Its important I express them. This is a creative outlet and not a smear campaign. I have to keep repeating that indeed
This is a creative outlet and not a smear campaign!
and emphasize that because otherwise I feel like I'm not doing a service to the legacy of all those strange circumstances from early childhood and youth why I have these conflicted feelings. I have to face the double bind of confused volatile hostile disruptive environment that I grew up in. And so this lady's story being so confusing from the perception of this member of her audience is inspiring to dramatize and reflect introspectively. She is inspiring to organize my thoughts sort of competitively. If it was truly a malevolent stalking that I was undertaking, then there'd be dishonesty and covert clandestine pre-meditated cruel ambush with real wicked disparaging shit, which I don't believe I truly do so long as I preface such phrases
"this is just my opinion"
"this is just my impression"
"these are my feelings"
"these differing statements and situations in videos are contradicting your previous drama"
There's sort of a sexual attraction (but not enough to be deluded that she's someone I ever care to live with or be with). I don't like to be around that caffeinated nicotine-ated cannabis loopy mood swings very often. I grew up with a certain amount of that and I don't need that. She did totally hand my ass to me in a sense by drawing a line, that for God's sake I hope I respect. But there is definitely a therapeutical psychic sense that I could see some of the reasons why she has her mad antics if I were her in ways I never thought I could do for a woman.
There's no jealousy beyond the mad sense that there's a deep respect that reflects with demand that it be respected and reflected back as such respect is reflected back by an intrinsically deep feeling.
That comprehensive thorough Virgo self micromanagement restless curiosity mixed with some sanctimonious Sagittarius/Jupiter/Moon/Neptune fire prattling, prattling, prattling is something far beyond words:
There's some Righteous Indignations that's inspiring
https://astrologyobservations.blogspot.com/2020/11/mirror-mirror.html
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OKAY THIS PART IS WHERE THE CRUX OF ETHICS OF BRINGING CHILDREN TO THIS WORLD AND ALL THE RESPONSIBILITY THAT ENTAILS REALLY GOES raging mad for me in my mind:
https://www.bahai.org/beliefs/universal-peace/articles-resources/the-equality-men-women
Ruby Jean And Billie Lee w/ Lyrics (Seals And Crofts)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DTv0K2SUlCY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRnzh0nUPxw
And the Guardian "just froze". - Amutu'l-Baha Ruhiyyah Khanum
https://bahai-library.com/khanum_priceless_pearl&chapter%20=1
Casting THE PRICELESS PEARL AT SWINE the Misundersandings with Christie Aphrodite
“Do not give dogs
what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may
trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you to pieces.” -
Matthew 7:6
FLASHBACK TO EARLY APRIL 1991 Once upon a time there was a brilliant Woman who was the The WIFE and Widow of a very great and important brilliant man who was always recognized as "The Beloved Guardian". https://bahaichronicles.org/amatul-baha-ruhiyyih-khanum/ She told my 19 year old self and the audience of fellow Bahai Pilgrims at the House of Abdu'l-Bahai a story of the Beloved Guardian once discovering a story of a criminally negligent #fakebahai family abandoning their own children to "do their own thing" . She wasn't referring to my family directly, but she might as well have been because it was most certainly warranted. Then and there I had no way to express the fact that I had these horrible experiences described in these links especially:
https://bahaipdxwitness1984.wordpress.com/2020/10/15/939/
When
reputation is shit status by birth from too many disgusting memories of
child abuse that were not my choice, then to some degree its my karma
to that reputation and status becomes inverted towards those less
fortunate. Its blissfully tempting to no longer care about "reputation"
in mainstream community, but rather to invert reputation to some
degree in total Vulgarity and contrarian anguish (the path of Loki or
the Heyoka). In many ways I'm still a Bahai kind of on the fringe
feeling obligated to deliver urgent babies from bathwater to that oonly eccentric
scholars of astrology, metaphysics, and psychology can possibly appreciate.
Obviously I can be too rude for a lot of peoples's taste, but 1 man's rudeness is another's kindness..
More Info on Ruhyah Khanum "Why the Guardian did not write a will"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X7YxVoyYYEg
"And The Guardian just Froze" - Amatu'l-Baha RK
1 peer comrade & fellow pilgrim Keith T. Huddleston, who served in the Bahai World Center Garden department about the same time I did, in particular who was there, who didn't know exactly the kind of heavy burden on my heart then and there, but knew exactly the common deep heart reverence for the weight of Amatu'l-Baha RK ' s words witnessing her speak.
We (Keith Huddleston and I) had a confrontation after that speech of Amatu'l-Baha R.K. , seeing as we were from 2 different families of 2 different backgrounds.
I'm sure he will never forget the ensuing "privilege" contempt I expressed toward him after a culmination of a lot of stark contrast between my fumblefuck halfwit family of first generation Bahais and a lot of filthy rich wealthy arrogant Bahais I've had met in my entire life.
When
reputation is shit status by birth from too many disgusting memories of
child abuse that were not my choice, then to some degree its my karma
to that reputation and status becomes inverted towards those less
fortunate. Its blissfully tempting to no longer care about "reputation"
in mainstream community, but rather to invert reputation to some
degree in total Vulgarity and contrarian anguish (the path of Loki or
the Heyoka). In many ways I'm still a Bahai kind of on the fringe
feeling obligated to deliver urgent babies from bathwater to eccentric
scholars of astrology and metaphysics like you can appreciate.
Obviously I can be too rude for a lot of peoples's taste, but 1 man's rudeness is another's kindness..
The peer Bahai World Centre pilgrim on our pilgramage to Bahai Holy places was April 1991 is 1 certain Keith T. Huddleston author of "Gathering of the Clouds" https://astrologyobservations.blogspot.com/2018/06/uranus-shining-on-sun-of-horoscope-of.html
son a Persian Immigrant woman from Iranian provence of Yazd and John Huddleston retired (perhaps even deceased) British employee working out of Washington D.C. with these gangsters: https://www.corbettreport.com/so-what-does-the-world-bank-do-exactly/
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD there's this deep Maternal approval incitement that I don't deny I'm addicted to chasing. So when she did her own little re-visiting San Diego Videos: with the similarities of the Shores of Akka https://minI had to respond dtrickmemos.blogspot.com/2017/09/san-diego-and-akka-reflections-on.html
If only for the Love of God she knew all the real reasons why I would dare make these comments having witnessed such evidence of the optimal & ideal situation of true loving families of Bahai Marriage? yet so wrongfully deprived of parents who resemble such I am worthy of beinBahai husgband material? If only she knew such sense for truth of an optimal and ideal situation to bring children into this world? If only she knew so absolutely distant from my origins? and tragedy of being abused and born into a family of #fakebahais: ?
" I'll never apologize for being suspicious about anyone who brings children to the world and becomes estranged from the children's other parents, knowing how shitty that estrangement feels [as a child from the receiving and of SUCH ABUSE!]"
I'll never apologize for being highly suspicious of single parents who, unless they are widows or widowers, failing at family planning in an essentially important way. And I mean that unapology with a passion so true to MY Soul Journey Essence AND the absolute Magnum Opus of my Soul.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=APQvNzg-Uck
https://anticonformityrage.blogspot.com/2019/09/the-trial-of-christie-aphrodite.html
revisiting ultra simple version of "The trial of Christie Aphrodite"
http://christieaphrodite.com/cyberstalking-games/
4:20 FAMOUS QUOTE in this video:
WhistleBlower Christie Aphrodite - How Activism Killed Me https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ejAfXq3x3IM&t=54s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ejAfXq3x3IM&t=260s
4:20 I fell off the applecart and was born yesterday and go totally deaf at the 4:20+ time mark. No not sweet Christie Aphrodite, never any "priv" or "lifetime actor" programming relative to someone in your loyal fan club cult, the plebs, who knows you built yourself entirely on your own, are the absolute proudest class act workaholic working class hero heroine ever born, are their guru who teaches her audience how she pulls yourself up by your boot straps, and don't have any "understanding" with someone behind the scenes with all sorts of intrigue and "limited hangout" & "controlled opposition" stipulations like all the rest. Excommunicate em' from your audience if they ever find that time stamp & quote.
" when all of this started I was very programmed into the system. I believed that, You know I was brought to to believe that my family "Military General" and Seal ONI (Office of Naval Intelligence) and Secret Service are heroes and then I found out UM . . . that it wasn't true " - Christie Aphrodite
https://anticonformityrage.blogspot.com/2019/09/the-trial-of-christie-aphrodite.html
I don’t “stalk” this woman, I am puzzled, perplexed, and curious in such a way to discover what it is that possesses her to get into so many weird situations. What gives her the zeal and moral courage? What makes her such a target? Why is she so relentlessly proud? Why did she have such halfwit flaws? WHAT GIVES THIS WOMAN SUCH GALL? There is no answer. That is an endless enigma as I try and resolve and forgive myself and others in my own past in this limited lifetime.
The Damning Dirt: https://russdove.blogspot.com/
Quoting last entries on https://russdove.blogspot.com/ by what appears to be Russell Dove’s last and final words on the subject of old Christie. As of 27th of January 2021 and for whatever reason her 2 daughters now into adulthood have yet to go online and say anything on the subject defending their mother's integrity.
This Russell Dove Character has since deceased. These are some of his final entries. He was accused of committing a lot of abuse to Christie's daughters which is pretty fucking damning. I really don't have any reason to go out on a limb promoting Christie Aphrodite's better qualities when this is so absolutely reminiscent of my mother ignoring me getting abused as a child at the mercy of my mother's pervert boyfriend's son. I pestered Christie a lot online because I wanted to remind her at least 1 person in her audence isn't stupid.
Its been a pleasure and an honor to have such introspective reflection of where sanctimonious zealous righteous indignation of prattling away can take one.
"can't judge" horrors of Vietnam war PTSD (and the fact that Christie's Dad was a Navy Seal in the proverbial "Heart Darkness" and God only knows the kind of Multiple Generational PTSD that she inherited that gives this Woman such astute clever wit SUCH OVERBEARING GALL?
Apocalypse Now: Marlon Brando Horror Speech
5th of July 2021 ALL RIGHT HERE IS WHERE iWONDER ABOUT HER HYBSTROPHILIC DARK SIDE https://duckduckgo.com/?t=lm&q=hybristophilia&atb=v244-1&ia=web
AND WHAT could be a better emphasis FOR A DAUGHTER OF A NAVY SEALS DRIVEN MAD FROM THE VIETNAM WAR AS A COMBAT VETERAN THAN THIS SONG BY ALICE IN CHAINS ?
#AliceInChains #Rooster #Rock
Alice In Chains - Rooster (Official HD Video) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uAE6Il6OTcs&list=RDuAE6Il6OTcs&start_radio=1
"military brat" rock stars:
HER VIDEO "EMBRACING YOUR INNER KILLER" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4bhGx520Pc
"This video was from 2013 that was prompted after I chose to not be vegan
anymore and wanted to take part in my own meat eating process,
liberating a woodchuck.....
I was blown away by the outpouring of hate....about half from vegans and
half from those that think it's okay to go hire a hitman to kill their
meat for them in a restaurant or grocery store...
Many had gone so far as to pray for my death...hahahahaha" -Christie Aphrodite:
Silence of the Lambs musings
THE IRONY OF THE WHOLE RESCUE OF THE MEXICAN GIRLS FROM HORRIBLE HUMAN TRAFFIC
THAT WAS CHRISTIE'S GREAT WORK really hits HOME!
4:40
Hannibal Lecter : Narcissist or Psychopath?- by Richard Grannon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t1RuaqVKfHE
Christie Aphrodite and her near new year's eve "LAMB" stew:
Extra Hearty Navy Bean and Kale Soup with Chicken and Lamb https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=__MWFRFgjKs
- Last Words of Russ Dove whose been dead for the past 5 years.
Christie's Daughters will 1 day set the record straight and defend Mommy or not and determine and set the record straight how Foster care and all those weird step parents or biological fathers treated them.
TRUTH BE TOLD I never physically went near this bitch. The only terrible horrible "violations" were posting my opinions on her vids that she invited anyone to post to!
accusation & claim
Much to my Chagrin with heavy heart this highly offended woman by me is convinced "I am a Stalker, He's not Just a Troll"
NO, no I am really neither. I am an intense self reflective perceptive astrological seeker. I am incite-ing strong reaction. This woman shares my 1st Solar Return Point. I was born with my sun at 22 degrees of Virgo 15th September is my birthday 1971 _ 1 degree 23rd degree of Virgos and exemplifies and reflects the clockwork rhythm of time of how my first birthday felt and where I was in life.
Writing negative shit and trying to defend the negative shit she said about me is pointless because she'll get defensive emotional as fuck and distort it all and go into ultra defensive mad escalation and total irreconcilable differences
I LISTENED to her last Meltdown Video against me scolding the shit out of me many times
This lady is a marvel of raging angry dialogue who is very agile with defensive angry insulting speech. She says she was a high school MVP softball pitcher who must know how to throw curve balls and she's that way with the way she delivers dramatic rants too full of exaggerations. Listening to her angry video about me is what Sam Vaknin might call "cold therapy" in a sense that I deal with someone hostile to me piecemeal. verbally defensive psychological strategy and a challenge to organize my thoughts into cohesive, coherent responses to a Prattling raging of woman in her angry bitch mode is priceless.
Listening to that negative shit and trying to defend the negative shit she said about me is pointless because she'll get defensive emotional as fuck and distort it all over again and go into ultra defensive mad escalation and total irreconcilable differences the further I try to explain the situation.
MY SERENITY IS PAYING ME to Perceive myself AND her DEFENSIVE reaction IS introspective martial arts TO hold to the truth for my mind 42:04 I ASK "ALL RIGHT WHAT'S THE WORST SHIT I WROTE ABOUT YOU THAT'S A COMPLETE
BOLDFACED LIE so I CAN RETRACT AND PLEAD ABSOLUTE FORGIVENESS? "
1. "How about that I wasn't homeless. Yeahh " "When the real poor people findout" veiled threat.
There's people LARPing all the time.
I
DON'T believe ever made a blanket statement that said I was convinced
she wasn't homeless. I said SOMETHING TO THE EFFECT that FROM my
perception, watching her videos, her persistent reality show videos,
because she had all the amenities taken care of (tent shelter / car
/van place to shower and place to cook) and SO WHEN she had her little
experience with that bizarre character "trying to set up a bed and
Breakfast" I was extrordinarily doubtful when she all of a sudden
moved into a very nice modern house in 1 of her old videos acting as
though she owned the whole place. (big 5 bedroom master bedroom jacuzzi 2
story rural Washington home).
42:00 "oh and the 'when real
poor people find out they're not gonna take kindly how's that not a
fuckin' veiled threat" "I'm being goddamn stalked" "chased out of town"
? "people with facebook groups posting where we are"
THIS
PRATTLING OLD CLOWN BITCH flaunts her fucking duper's delight and cries crocodile tears snivelling here bitch ass about living in her van, LITERALLY posts videos of
her own shit in her shitbucket, just sniveling in total abject pity
playing and preying off of others heart strings big time. .
IT
WASN'T A VEILED THREAT, IT WAS ME BRINGING TO HER ATTentION 1 MAN'S
OPINION ABOUT A REALITY OF HOW RIDICULOUS HER BOASTING, BRAGGING
sounded that PISSES OFF people far more crippled, disabled, and fucked
over than she appears to be (regardless what she claims). It was
concern for her safety. She sounded stupid from my end. WOW imagine
that someone writes an opinion and she twists like its a fucking
threat. When its simply a fucking warning from someone else whose seen
how little lowlifes think of her PRATTling BULLSHIT mouth running over
and over again excessively.
42:56 YOU KNOW YOU JUST
MIGHT BE a little SURPRISED of how goal oriented I am and how WELL I
apply real unique talents of my own for good. IF YOU KNEW THE METHODS
TO MY MADNESS AND THE METHODS if you ONLY KNEW ME.
43:05 "OH and what was the other terrible one. OH I REMMBER, OH "
43:14 "YOU SAID THAT I USED MY CHILDREN TO SOMEHOW GET BACK AT OR DESTROY CRAZY STALKERS LIKE JEFF SHWILK:
Her old vids of high publicity minuteman fight with Jeff Schwilk shows
her screaming daughters in the background and its not much of a stretch
the fuel of the minutemen strange bedfellow scenerios"
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